I didn’t know I loved the birds soaring
through the sky.
I didn’t know I loved the smell of the rain
or fresh cut grass.
I didn’t know I loved the way my mom
looks at me or the smell
of her perfume.
I know I can’t turn back the clock,
but I wish I could.
I didn’t know I loved the way my husband
smells when he comes home
from work.
I didn’t know I loved the sound of my son’s
laughter or the look in his eyes
when I hold him close.
I didn’t know I loved my daughter’s
butterfly kisses as I tuck
her into bed at night.
I took my life for granted, and now
I miss the little things…
I didn’t know I loved the beautiful
moon flowers, and how they
open up at night to say hello.
I didn’t know I loved running barefoot
on the rocks.
I didn’t know I loved the lightning
and sitting on the porch with all
my animals as the rain falls.
I didn’t know I loved pigs, chickens, goats,
horses, and cows.
I didn’t know I loved being a small town
country girl.
I can’t turn back the clock, but
I wish I could…
(the prison does not permit us to credit the author’s work)
I responded to the things you mentioned, and it is true that you can’t go back. But you can make a vow to yourself that you won’t miss anything else–a dog’s glad-to-see-ya, a friend’s tear, Spring, a secret shared with a child, music that causes you to remember….
You can promise yourself to be alive from here on– you have great potential to see everything